it's hard... at this point in my life i wanna get serious. i wanna get a serious relationship, no more games.. no more drama. im tired of being alone. im tired of being the only...... its hard, i feel like something is wrong with me. sometimes i feel like im a bad person... but i know im not. im fine.
my heart longs for someone... my soul wants to have someone to love.
*i wish i could be held.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
crazy from lifeee...
So, i cut off ties to my adoptive parents... that was the best thing to do. my H.S. counsilor has taken over the role (pleased to have given it to her) of being my Mother/advocate. i've been gong through a lot of crap here lately && its not been easy. they were making so much harder on me than it had to be. always being negative and putting me down.
its hard.. cuz they told me that i couln't have contact with my adopted siblings either :'(
that hurt my heart; but i need support NOT critisim, im already my worst critic.
so the state is FINALLY helping me with putting some money in my account. its just enough that i get to keep my phone :) YAY! && they have a family for me that is willing to help me out.
so some things in my life are starting to come together.. && it feels amazing!! so i'd like to throw a shout to GOD. :) my savior
its hard.. cuz they told me that i couln't have contact with my adopted siblings either :'(
that hurt my heart; but i need support NOT critisim, im already my worst critic.
so the state is FINALLY helping me with putting some money in my account. its just enough that i get to keep my phone :) YAY! && they have a family for me that is willing to help me out.
so some things in my life are starting to come together.. && it feels amazing!! so i'd like to throw a shout to GOD. :) my savior
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