He called me his one and only

He has stolen my heart.. so much. He sends me messages about how beautiful and amazing i am. He holds me so close and so tight. He makes me laugh.. I'm falling so soon. it's scary... but i like it.

He is a thrill and a half. he is perfect and he is amazing. It's soon, but i am falling. (: we have been together a week now.. and it's weird. but i HATE not seeing him everyday.. like today he was going to do school wrk and just skype me.. but he came running to me when i told him i missed him.

he is BEAUTIFUL inside and out. he has dreams and goals. He knows what he wants in life and he is crazy about me.. im not being big headed.. but he is. i love how he is so goofy- and he is always wanting to touch me, my arms, hands. hair, anything (:

tonight he took me to a spot on lookout and we watched the sun set.. he told me he loved how opinionated i was. he said he loved how outspoken and responsible i am. he said he loved how we worked... and you know i do too(:

he says all the right things without being hinted at.. he does all the right things to make me melt in his arms..
i find him to be the MOST attractive man alive.. seriously.

<3

it's been awhile..

and you have missed a lot.

His name is Mikey (: and he treats me better than a princess. He does EVERYTHING. he makes me smile, he picks me up when i wanna get away.. he hold me close.. and best of all.. he treats me like i should be treated.

i feel amazing with him.. he tells me how beautiful i am and how much i mean to him... im falling hard. his buddies told me lastnight at the party that he is into me deeply. they told me is had fallen hard, and that they were glad it for me. his freinds are awesome though (: i love them and am so glad we are all like family!

idkkk i care so much about him <3 thins are how they should be (:

three for the price of.. sanity?

So, i ahve two dates today.. TWO. wtf. i mean, when i want one i dont have ANY.. then all of a sudden i have three people asking me out on dates.? i mean.. really -_-

okay first one is Mike (: we meet at bassHead i dubstep club. He is very shy and all- but SUCH a sweet heart. He is, everyday, telling me how beautiful i am- and all. like- he gives me butterflies (: <3333

the second is Sam (: He is ALSO someone i met at basshead. he is older- like 24? he is so CHILL and laid back. this morning, 3 A.M. he surprised me with fresh made cinnamon rolls at my front door <333 tonight, he and i decided to have snuggle night. full of movies and games with his rommamtes.

third is Andy (: we met way back when- he is amazing and ALL. we are having a date saturday.

like-. none of us are officially together, so that leaves me to go out with whom ever i chose. None of us are serious ..yet.
though i feel a little bad. even though i am NOT cheating.

ohh well. movie tonight with mike. then off to hangout with Sam (: <3333

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