point park

is where we ended up. Its an over look of chattanooga city. It was beyond BEAUTIFUL- i LOVE the veiw from up here...

it was perfect- we went to the gazebo and danced under the stars, then went to a wall on point park for a beautiful view.

we talked about life- our future, and our dreams. We became closer tonight; unexpectedly closer. I fall for him harder every moment i am with him... his touch and kiss- his mind and humor... he keeps me on my feet.

I thank God everyday he is mine.

Satan's mistress

well- where do i go with this?
We talked about Getting engaged last night, two weeks ago we went ring shopping.. i found this beautiful ring i want, only its like- seven hundred and i DO NOT want that much money spent on me. idk- i love him, and i am so blessed to have him in my life.

We stayed together last night, again. I love sleeping cuddled next to him, and waking up to his face(: it makes me SO happy, there are no words to describe how happy it makes me!
His dad on the other hand.. makes me wanna scream, like yesterday- he called his friend from (my college) and asked this person to give him all my personal info... GREAT, right? His dad is so dead set on hating me. It's cool though, cause i honestly believe mike is my soul mate- and we are going to get married, and he is gonna have to suck it and take it. Im not giving up the best thing that has ever happened to me cause someone doesn't like it.
he gets mad cause im not white, rich, or with a family. Like he has no fucking idea how ignorant and childish he acts, perhaps he needs to take a step back- before he seriously gets in legal trouble; he's already threatened me before.. im not dealing with his shit- ive told mike and he said i shouldn't have to.

i love him; and this time- i KNOW full hand it's real.. <3 its scary as FUCK.. makes me wanna cry, and laugh at the same time. its a thrill full of dark tunnels and bright lights (: im okay with it. im in love, and i deserve to be happy. im never letting this go!

what is love?

Love is the sweet taste of your lips, the warming of your hugs- the soft touches down my back. Love is the passion i have for us; The gentle yet, deep bond thats been created with our souls. Love is the way you call when im thinking of you, and the words you speak to secure my dreams about life. Love is the sounds of your voice when i wake up and the fire we have to fight for each other. When we argue and fight like cats and dogs- yet STILL in the midst of all the yelling and stabbing words, we both whisper i love you. Love is when i wanna punch you- yet the moment i see your face i melt. love is the deep emotions i have that hurt every inch of my being cause its so powerful. Love is when i cant get enough of you- even iin the bitter moments of complete frustration i could never walk away from the fairy tale we have created. Love is knowing that no matter what, id have your back- whether youre wrong or right. love is putting up with your mood swings and saying sorry when im right. (its hard- but i can do it!!) love is second chances when you mess up BIG time, and hope that we can make it through. Love is putting up with all the shit families have given us. love is knowing my spirit has collided with yours, making beautiful reds and deeps blues- greens that are luscious like the spring, along with oranges, yellows, pink, purples, and all that lie in between. Love is knowing that someone Wants you as much as you want them. Love is more than a mere word, but a life time of all that could never be explained. Love is truly a hard, dirty, nasty, beautiful fairy tale.