its like- im angry. im hurt. and confused.
ive written on your facebook wall- ive commented on your stuff.. ive written you messages... and i get shit back. NOTHING... so tell me. what fucking HINT does that give me? [not to talk to you]
i want you to be my fucking family. ive CALLED YOUR PHONE for god's sake.... never an answer! so what do i do? leave?
idk that ill ever fully give up.. but i am tired of trying.
it seems like there are times youll try but then stop.. and it sucks. cause the ONE thing i want the most is to be a family..
i guess sometimes we dont get what our heart desires most.
so i guess its fuck it all.... untill tomorrow.. where ill try again.
