unfortunately i have not been on here- well its about to change.
life is amazing- and i have finally found myself it in. the story in itself is just way to complicated, and filled with twist that i could never type it in full detail.
over christmas break- there was a lot of healing done; within myself. and i have now found this new piece of safety and comfort around me. I lost all connection with my adoption parents, and all of my decision btw, i forgave my mother and nana, and i let go of all that was holding me in sadness and pain. Also as christmas, my old neighbor, she allowed me to stay at her house and be apart of her family. she bought me things and let me become one of them.. it was beyond amazing and my heart seemed to become complete. she showed me that i can be loved and i will be okay in life, she also showed me how strong i am.
college has become amazing- i lost all the drama starters and have taken my own road. i love all that i have and all that i will gain from life.
i've also started a LGBTQ community vlog on youtube. i am so proud of this channel and i hope we are able to help a lot of people. its a positive, supporting, loving place that scared youth and adults can go and be open about who they are. im really psyched about it. (:
till next time- keep your head high and stay beautiful XOXO
