well- where do i go with this?
We talked about Getting engaged last night, two weeks ago we went ring shopping.. i found this beautiful ring i want, only its like- seven hundred and i DO NOT want that much money spent on me. idk- i love him, and i am so blessed to have him in my life.
We stayed together last night, again. I love sleeping cuddled next to him, and waking up to his face(: it makes me SO happy, there are no words to describe how happy it makes me!
His dad on the other hand.. makes me wanna scream, like yesterday- he called his friend from (my college) and asked this person to give him all my personal info... GREAT, right? His dad is so dead set on hating me. It's cool though, cause i honestly believe mike is my soul mate- and we are going to get married, and he is gonna have to suck it and take it. Im not giving up the best thing that has ever happened to me cause someone doesn't like it.
he gets mad cause im not white, rich, or with a family. Like he has no fucking idea how ignorant and childish he acts, perhaps he needs to take a step back- before he seriously gets in legal trouble; he's already threatened me before.. im not dealing with his shit- ive told mike and he said i shouldn't have to.
i love him; and this time- i KNOW full hand it's real.. <3 its scary as FUCK.. makes me wanna cry, and laugh at the same time. its a thrill full of dark tunnels and bright lights (: im okay with it. im in love, and i deserve to be happy. im never letting this go!
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