i am sitting here. with never ending tears. someone has tried to tear him apart from me. they want him to leave. though, he jas told me that he won't. he tells me he believes me. && i trust him to not lie to me. he's been hurt, really bad. im not one to do that. he has become my everything. he is the fire in my soul. the shine in myt spirit. he IS the LIFE in my being. mathias is my world. i would do never ending deeds for him; no matter what it is. this man has stolen my heart. he has made me see so much of who i am. he's helped me see so much in people......
but to think i could ose him. its unbearable. he says he won't leave. but im still scared. i feel like this crap that got started... its slowly pulling him. && in all honesty. he is my ONE TRUE LOVE. idk what i would do without him. perhaps, i should let the day go by, and see what all happens.
but i love him. he has my heart, soul, spirit, && being wrapped in his hands.
i'll love him always && forever.....
&& as he would say next; forever till eternity.
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