there is so much i need to let go....
mathias and i have been talking a lot. its hard, simply because i am not sure if he means all he says.
im scared of getting hurt. im scared of him ripping me apart like last time. im scared dammit!
i love him with all of me.. that i am sure.
but what if he is playing me. idkkkkk.
not sure what to do right now..
i guess i'll see...
school is not going good :( i have messed up.. i need to get back on the ball.
do my work and all i need to do.
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