rant. nothing about nothing.

Mike, Tara (our freind) and I are getting our first apartment together (: this friday we move in and im so exciteddd!

however- the point of this one today is to vent about shit. lol! well, i decided to talk to mike lastnight (7th time) about needing space- he finally.. after two hours of crying.. understood it wasnt his fault, i just like to have me time and do stuff with the girls.

like- he is so amazing to be around. but i want my space. he's the clingy type. im not at all.
idkkk- we are different, and honestly- its what works, i just need space and its all gooood~

another thing- his god forsaken parents. and gtrandparents. SO LIKE, can i explain to you what the fuck is actually going on?

he comes from upper class.. HIGH upper class. and his parents dissapprove of me. they (ive heard them on the phone with him) say they want better. he'll ask what they mean and they say "we want a girl who has a family and money.. not someone who has no one." and mike goes into this spill about how much he loves me and how amazing i am blah bah blahhh. hah (:

well noooow. they HATE ME. he asks his dad why and he goes " i just do" ... there is never a clear answer. not only that his dad, try to lie on me- then mike demanded to know who said it and he admitted to making up stuff.

not only that- they tried so hard to shelter him from te world and since im here- he sees the independence and what that includes and he is very eager to get there... whith that said i fully realize its not about me.. they just dont want their baby to grow up and live his life- unfortunately i fell in love with him and they are terrified that he wont follow their plan.. (and he's not) its his life. he is old enough to make decisions for himself. he doesnt wear diapers nor does he need his parents to hold his hand.

they are just idiots cause the thing about mike, he WANTS them there for him- but cause he wont listen to every thing they tell him they are trying to hurt him so he will come crawling back.

idk they are stuuupid. mike wants them to accept him. he is in deep desire of the accpetance of me as well. .... i guess im so used to not having it- i dont search anymore.... hmm..

all im saying is- WHERE are the ADULTS in this fucking world?! im sick of the petty bullshit.

also his mom is starting to get to the petty level. and im sick of them all.

either way. everyone needs to clean their act UP.