breath && smile

it all works out how its supposed to.

i keep telling myself to breath deep && smile; its gonna workout.

cuz i know it has to work. it will. [: now its patience. i sit && wait. scary but i know its the rigth thing to do.
im still sad bout my parents my tlking to me; but i guess thats life. i mean, i made mistakes. i admit it. i said some mean shit to them. && i was rebellious. but i want to make amends. obviously they don't. && its sad. cuz i know now i don't have a family. but ya know, its okay. cuz i can make my family. im sad cuz... i want to make it right. i want to with all of me. but its not possible when they don'y wanna tlk. some friends told me to drop it && not try that pah anymore that if they want closure as bad as i they will contact back. && i guess they are right... though im still heartbroken


<3 brii