family.

family.

such a strong word for me. i've alwasy been scared i'd never have one to go home to. to see && tlk to. im scared. cuz what if my worst nightmare came true. && i am always alone. i've alwasy felt family is the MOST important thing in this world. i want to get married && have a child of my own. then adopt if all works how i want. but rigth now. im scared cuz i don't have anyone. i don't have someone to look at and tlk to. && its my fault && i regret it ALL. && let me tell you. i have never regreted anything.

i want my family back. i want to have that agian. its's so true. you don't know what you got til its gone... .. .

im alone. scared. && hungry for love.